Tea, Movies and Dips into the Past.

Wow i'm feeling guilty for not blogging in a while, it's kind of like my diary, i do really well for a while then i forget about it. At the moment life's pretty boring, i pick up my school schedule next week and start school September 8th.
So a crazy thing happened yesterday, my mum and dad where argueing and he accused her of purposely dropping something and she got so mad that she threw a spatula into the sink but it missed the sink and hit the wondow above shattering it so that there's now a giant chunk misssing.
It was pretty crazy, my dad said the only reason he didn't get mad is because she was closer to the knives. I was kind of mad at my mum then because my dad is frustrating but throwing stuff and breaking a window was immature.
I'm drinking tea right now and i have to say that PG Tips (british tea) tastes the same as Tetlys and i though they'd be dramatically different.
So my half sister lives in England and i haven't seen her since i moved to America about 8 years ago because we have different mothers. We recently got back in contact through e-mail, facebook, and snail mail and we were talking about how our biological father put money away for us when our grandmother died, she's turning 18 and she was interested in collecting the money for school so she contacted him which led to some e-mails where he was snarky and she let out 18 years worth of pent up anger for our crappy drug addict wife beating father. He says he put the money into a Tracker Fund where the money increases and decrease depending on the stocks or something but anyway he says he hasn't gotten a statment in four years so we figure he spent it on drugs. I myself don't talk to him much because i'd always hoped that he was a great father but i see the true side of him now that he's manipulating and if we were to be completely cut from eachothers lives it wouldn't bother me. That's the problem these days, people are too loose and get together with the wrong people causing divorce and stuff it's annoying.
I recently watched the move Obsessed it had Beyonce in it and stuff, I thought it was okay but all in all it wasn't that scary just creepy. The women who played Lisa was great at the whole stalker thing and the way she plotted her schemes was brilliant. I thinks it's more a chick thriller however cause i don't think guys would enjoy it that much.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

I finally saw HP6. I am a big fan of the books so while i enjoyed the movie it really annoyed me how they changed lots of the stuff. I think that at the end they should have shown Dumbledore's funeral with the big white tomb and stuff. I also thought that they should have put more Quidditch into the movie. Especially the part when they win and Ginny runs to Harry and they kiss. It kind of bothered me that in the movie the attraction between Ginny and Harry was so abrupt. It just happened. And the whole thing when she tied his shoe i was cracking it up because it was so stupid and kind of odd. Overall not one of the worst movies but they could have done much better and if they screw up the 2 part sixth movie i will be very upset.

Shopping, Running, and Books

So Sunday I went shopping to blow all my birthday money and it really surprised me how much clothes cost these days. Decent jeans are $40 and shirts are $40, I really doubt that they cost that much to make. But either way i got some cool stuff.
The running is going okay. I started yesterday and i did horribly, coming home huffing and puffing cause i ran fast on short distances which tired me out. Today i went slower and i made it a lot further coming home a lot more satisfied. I have a pool party that i'm hopefully going to in a couple weeks so i'm hoping to drop a couple pounds before then.
I just finished The Mist by Stephen King and i gotta say that it pissed me off! They tell you all about the mist coming in and the weird creatures but at the end you never find out what happened to the group of characters or what caused the mist and the creatures. It was just annoying. I wanted to throw the book across the room and say WTF. I love a lot of Stephen Kings books but this one was just annoying.

Spongebob Day of Happiness and Goals

Hello Ladies and Gentleman,

What's up? Today was the Spongebob Day of Happiness thing at Borders, I took my little brother and met with my friend and her younger brother. The kids enjoyed Spongebob story time and making a sponge. I thought it was fun but i think that Borders should have made it more open to all ages not just the younger crowd.
After that I went home and got ready for my friends sisters graduation party, it was really fun and i met some new people and pigged out on foreign food. It was great. My friend is in cross country and is really fit and healthy. I envy her since she can pack away the food and not gain any weight. This envy is now admiration since I too am going to start running. I don't hate my body but I don't like it either. I'm a little pudgy and i would really like to lose some weight and tone up. My friend is amazing and has made me a running schedule from July 19th to September 5th. If it works out she'll make me another. I will do good cause i love this friend and i don't want to dissapoint her. So starting tomorrow it's no more snacking on cookies and hello to exercise.

Wish me luck!!

Chaos

Hello Everybody and Nobody,

cha·os (ks)n.

1. A condition or place of great disorder or confusion.

That definition pretty much sums up my life. But at the same time it does not. My life lacks, I have no order in my days no planned events or activities to take up my time that i sink into laziness. My life is a great big pot of nothingness and it seems that no matter how hard i try to create something the idea dissolves or it works one day and then get's forgotten. I want to do something, I think my yearning for "something" as i keep referring to it as, is because of my addiction... my addiction to books. I read constantly, so much that it's pathetic, i live off the adventure, romance, and "somethings" that are always happening in books. It makes me compare my simple life to one fraught with danger and events. I wish i could be satisfied with my life but there are some mornings and I'm not going to lie when i wake up and go "You know it'd be pretty cool if the country got nuked and we were cut off from everyone and forced to survive on the land." My friends give me odd looks when i share these thoughts. I can understand, some people are satisfied with the ordinary that they themselves might find extra-ordinary but i am still searching for "something".

This post is chaos i intended on talking about one thing and veered to something completely different. *sigh*